About spending a while

Life is very beautiful until you see ugly,devastating,destructive,obstructive,disturbing and disheartening.We always nurture our expectations and when our expectations don't match our need then we see things very differently.

Astronauts always describe their space journey is like life changing experience and it changes the way to perception of life when they see earth from the axis.Likewise,you don't know yourself until you know the real you.We know not even 50% of ourselves, for example, if someone make you angry at that instant moment, do you know what action of yours is actually come from the real you.After having a blood-boiling discussions with friends, you regret that moment either thinking you could have done better with words or just left that place.

No one knows God, people know is just religions.We live by religions, norms, rituals mixed with personal freedom ingredients, since you don't like compulsion of doing things. I don't know how people say much about God,I don't believe them.God!!..what is God?No one convince me about God,nor to anyone,I am that sure.Every religion says themselves that they are the only True religion and else are false,misguided and wrong.      God created atoms,God created Universe, God created the world.But why did He create religions?Everyone is offensive to each others way of living.Sometimes I think that nothing really matters and nothing here is related with God(Don't categorize me as atheist) and sometimes everything is God, from God.Think !No offense!

You excite when you remember the past days but do you ever realize that many times some smell,some scenery,event,action,dejavu,person make you feel so good that brings you the wonderful moment back again and sometimes regretful too.Everytime I see wet trees in rain, water flowing through sand,soil, smell of dust when a drop of water bursts on soil,looking outside window the cool wind blowing the green wet plants..I love them.They float my flight to the memories of clouds and make me smile.

आशा/चाहना आफ्नो धरातल भन्दा माथि पुगे भने अरु सबै साना लाग्दै जान्छन!बिचार कसैले समात्न सक्दैन न बाधिन नै, र सोच उड्न जरुरी पनि छ,

 Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back; don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried.

  Love is a very huge and wide word but this simple 4 letters are so easy and simple to burst out,saying with well analyzed,concluded,wet with respect is the true form of love.Love needs devotion,integrity,givings,respect,caring and togetherness but binding any kind of freedom of other,compelling,manipulating is not love its loose-love-project.Its very hard to mix up all those true ingredients of love and bath with it.Loving is like changing (kinda) self.You think differently,act accordingly and behave lovingly.Again, changing the true self is deceiving then.There is no hurt in love.